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I hate hate. I wasted at least 10yrs.... well actually no.... now that I think about it I've been pissed off for more years than I haven't. The scariest part is when it becomes your identity. Not 'a part' of your personality (don't mess with so and so, he'll fuck you up etc), but who and what you are. There is nothing else. You don't have another side. Hate and anger and rage and fire and the feeling of your teeth tearing through meat is the only thing that's real. That is the point when you're so far down that hole that you can't even see back up to the top. And it perpetuates itself. It isolates you, which in turn makes you tell yourself a story instead of finding out the truth, and the story is completely skewed by your own personal bias, which is of course fed by the hatred. Thus, only serving to piss you off even more. And you reach milestones within yourself. You can recall times when you only had so much hate and you think less of yourself for being so naive. Then something happened and it boiled over. Maybe I ought to stop there.

I'll say this though: Love conquers the demon.

I hate that my junk shrunk after I turned 60

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Don't let assholes "rent" space inside your head.

When you hate, you are giving them power over you.

The best revenge is moving on and living a better life.

I don't give individuals enough consideration to hate them. Much like love, hate occupies your thoughts, and time. I don't have the spare time or energy to waste on hate. I dismiss people that I don't approve of. Exclude them from my life, and from my thoughts.

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