I think I should cut back on the drinking. Finished of half a bottle of vodka and rum, and now I'm working on the 1/2 a handle of Jameson I have left, and I'm still fine. Between friends and family dying, and my biological family family finding me last year (I'm adopted, hadn't thought about it since before I was in junior high), I don't really get drunk anymore. It's more like drinking a vitamin.