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Posted: 6/10/2015 11:36:32 PM EDT
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Depends on your insurance policy. Yup. |
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Posted: 6/10/2015 11:38:17 PM EDT
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I may lose my job tomorrow and there's a world of hurt that's gonna follow if I do lose my job, as I help out my parents financially. I guess I can understand why some people contemplate suicide, because life can become overwhelming, especially when it comes to medical and financial issues, but, man, I can't check out like that. OP, if you need to talk, just IM me.
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Posted: 6/10/2015 11:44:14 PM EDT
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Express Pass to the amusement park ride: SWAT Team Beatdown 
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I'll take a visit from the swat team over non-existence. The worst thing that can happen to a person is to not get to live anyone. A visit from the cops to come help you probably isn't fun, but it beats being dead. Your family would prefer it if they had a choice. Why don't you tell them where you're at, emotionally? Tell anyone. Hotline, family, neighbor, us. You can start to get better today. You can get a do over. I've had lots of do overs, and I'll probably take some more in my life. |
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Posted: 6/10/2015 11:46:00 PM EDT
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My brother, worth 100's of millions, committed suicide two years ago. Any idea what it's like to get that call? You want to do that to everyone who loves you?
Despite leaving his wife and young adult children all that money, none of them are happy. It's a coward's way out. EVERYONE goes through SHIT, more shit and too much shit at times. Life can build you up, Life can bring you down Life will build you up Just to tear you down... Hang on. My fucking brother left me having to repeatedly assure my own children that I'd never do that to them. Never leave them willingly. It shook the whole family that way. DON'T DO IT! |
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Posted: 6/10/2015 11:47:25 PM EDT
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Like, if someone had a whole-life policy for a long time... Some higher end policies will after a few years. Most don't. Why are you asking........ |
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Posted: 6/10/2015 11:49:21 PM EDT
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I'll take a visit from the swat team over non-existence. The worst thing that can happen to a person is to not get to live anyone. A visit from the cops to come help you probably isn't fun, but it beats being dead. Your family would prefer it if they had a choice. Why don't you tell them where you're at, emotionally? Tell anyone. Hotline, family, neighbor, us. You can start to get better today. You can get a do over. I've had lots of do overs, and I'll probably take some more in my life. Quote HistoryQuoted:
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Express Pass to the amusement park ride: SWAT Team Beatdown
I'll take a visit from the swat team over non-existence. The worst thing that can happen to a person is to not get to live anyone. A visit from the cops to come help you probably isn't fun, but it beats being dead. Your family would prefer it if they had a choice. Why don't you tell them where you're at, emotionally? Tell anyone. Hotline, family, neighbor, us. You can start to get better today. You can get a do over. I've had lots of do overs, and I'll probably take some more in my life. God knows we all have. I've had a few "rock bottoms" in my life. Every time I came back I was even more successful than before. It's a mistake to not fight back. |
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Posted: 6/10/2015 11:51:00 PM EDT
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Missouri use to be the only state that made them pay out. I have no idea about what it is currently. Your in FL, so I guess it doesn't matter.
Get some help, even if it's just on here talking to somebody. |
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Posted: 6/10/2015 11:54:51 PM EDT
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Posted: 6/10/2015 11:57:39 PM EDT
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Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Please don't put your loved ones through that. It's never to late to get help.
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Posted: 6/11/2015 1:36:52 AM EDT
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Tried to IM you, OP, but your inbox is full. Let me know if you need to talk, brother.
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Posted: 6/11/2015 1:43:10 AM EDT
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I have a whole life policy that had a 2 year exclusionary period. I assume most policies do. Quote HistoryQuoted:
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Like, if someone had a whole-life policy for a long time... I have a whole life policy that had a 2 year exclusionary period. I assume most policies do. Mine had an exclusionary period, and a limit of Iirc $10k on a suicide, or some of the other uncovered activities (Pilot in Command of a G A aircraft, skydiving, rock climbing etc)and ZERO payout if you are killed either by design or accident while committing a Felony. Posted Via AR15.Com Mobile |
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Posted: 6/11/2015 2:13:07 AM EDT
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Like, if someone had a whole-life policy for a long time... whole life policy eh? No wonder you are thinking about hanging yourself when you realize how hard you got raped on that lol whole life ins is a mechanism for the ultra ritch to pass one $$ to their heirs tax free. Unless your estate is > 2 mil there is no point, unless maybe one lives in a state w/ a death tax on normal estates?? Whole life policies are also good for sepearating a fool from his $$ |
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Posted: 6/11/2015 2:15:03 AM EDT
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Especially not if its in the first year of the policy. it is 2 years. Even after two years the ins co can get out of the benefit in case of outright fraud, like i dunno...them finding out that you knew you had te aids when you applied but didn't disclose it. But w/i the first 2 yrs they have much more latitude to deny claims for lots of BS reasons. |
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Posted: 6/11/2015 2:18:44 AM EDT
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Express Pass to the amusement park ride: SWAT Team Beatdown
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like the ved in D.C. who got tht ecops sic'd on him by the suidcide hotline, then they took his unregistered guns and hcarged him w/ felonies. yeah, the helped the ever living fuck out of him. luckily the cop said "don't give me your bill of rights bullshit, I will break down your fucking door if you don't give me consent" so the guy got out of the firearms harges on technicality. cops lol |
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Posted: 6/11/2015 2:21:26 AM EDT
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Don't do it. You'll fuck you're family up for generations. Plus there is so much cool shit in the world. Catching a sailfish, riding a motorcycle, spearfishing, funyuns, Reese's peanut butter cups, an ice cold Corona on a hot ass Florida day, jumping in a 72 degree spring on a 110 degree day, hot girls, guns, corvettes, hanging with an old friend reminiscing. All cool shit. Don't let life get to you. It's hard, everyone has their own problems to deal with too. You're not alone. Get some help. I'm on ambien, I won't remember this in the morning. hey, does anyone have that reddit thread where the guy was gonna kill himself, then he says, well, I may as well got to TJ for a few days... After drinking, fucking, snorting coke off whore's tits, fucking, drinkig, probaby wathing a donkey show he decides life is maybe worth living after all. It is like one of the hugest thread ever on reddit. |
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Posted: 6/11/2015 2:29:17 AM EDT
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OP please don't do anything to harm yourself if that's what you're hinting at. If you have any family it will cause them unimaginable pain. Even if you don't, the world has so much beauty in it that you can take advantage of. Don't throw it all away over something that can definitely be remedied with time. Depression is temporary, death is permanent. Your existence is important, I assure you.
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Posted: 6/11/2015 2:31:53 AM EDT
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Usually after two years That's a NC thing. Varies by state. |
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Posted: 6/11/2015 3:05:45 AM EDT
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here it is:
Two thousand dollars spent on a trip to Mexico, a cab ride, a seedy hotel room, excessive amounts of cocaine, and hooker orgies legitimately saved a man’s life. This might be the first time anyone’s ever said that. Don’t know. Went to Mexico to buy barbiturates for a humane and peaceful death.
Decided that if I was gonna die anyway I might as well fuck a prostitute before it was all over. After that a cab driver offered to sell me cocaine. One thing lead to another, and I got a room above a whore house equipped with a heart shaped bed, a stripper pole, and a hot tub. Spent a full week snorting coke off tits, popping pain meds, drinking tequila, eating handfuls of Viagra to fight the whiskey/coke dick, and had three FFM threesomes. Somewhere in the midst of my coke-fueled orgy I decide life wasn’t so bad after all. http://totalfratmove.com/guy-goes-to-mexico-to-kill-himself-spends-week-doing-coke-and-banging-hookers-decides-to-keep-living/ http://np.reddit.com/r/casualiama/comments/2lbqym/traveled_to_mexico_to_buy_chemicals_to_humanely?context=0 |
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Posted: 6/11/2015 3:34:35 AM EDT
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That's nasty. I mean, I'm pretty sure he got an STD out of that. I'm glad he's not dead, if the story is even true, but, geez, that's pretty risky behavior.
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Posted: 6/11/2015 3:39:55 AM EDT
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 Sam here. Look at me! Wooooo |
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Posted: 6/11/2015 3:54:50 AM EDT
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Express Pass to the amusement park ride: SWAT Team Beatdown
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Express Pass to the amusement park ride: SWAT Team Beatdown
Actually it's probably the quickest way. They'll save you to death. 
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Posted: 6/11/2015 6:21:01 AM EDT
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My brother, worth 100's of millions, committed suicide two years ago. Any idea what it's like to get that call? You want to do that to everyone who loves you? Despite leaving his wife and young adult children all that money, none of them are happy. Quote HistoryQuoted:
My brother, worth 100's of millions, committed suicide two years ago. Any idea what it's like to get that call? You want to do that to everyone who loves you? Despite leaving his wife and young adult children all that money, none of them are happy. Yes I do, my brother, barely worth $100 (only sibling) OD'ed in 2010... my condolences about your brother. Wife has already left me, divorce is next week, no kids. Parents are dead. No real family to speak of. Quoted:
here it is: Two thousand dollars spent on a trip to Mexico, a cab ride, a seedy hotel room, excessive amounts of cocaine, and hooker orgies legitimately saved a man’s life. This might be the first time anyone’s ever said that. Don’t know. Went to Mexico to buy barbiturates for a humane and peaceful death.
Decided that if I was gonna die anyway I might as well fuck a prostitute before it was all over. After that a cab driver offered to sell me cocaine. One thing lead to another, and I got a room above a whore house equipped with a heart shaped bed, a stripper pole, and a hot tub. Spent a full week snorting coke off tits, popping pain meds, drinking tequila, eating handfuls of Viagra to fight the whiskey/coke dick, and had three FFM threesomes. Somewhere in the midst of my coke-fueled orgy I decide life wasn’t so bad after all. http://totalfratmove.com/guy-goes-to-mexico-to-kill-himself-spends-week-doing-coke-and-banging-hookers-decides-to-keep-living/ http://np.reddit.com/r/casualiama/comments/2lbqym/traveled_to_mexico_to_buy_chemicals_to_humanely?context=0 LOL, sounds tempting but divorce has left me cleaned-out... I can't afford to renew my ArfCom subscription, much less got to Meh-hee-co for hookers & blow... |
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Posted: 6/11/2015 6:30:08 AM EDT
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Better to state it in a fucked up way, than not state it at all. If this is the cry for help the OP can manage right now, that's great. Any attempt at something positive is awesome. Now people can offer help. Now we can talk about what's going on. I've been too fucked up to ask for help 'properly' before. It's ok. We can work with this. Quote HistoryQuoted:
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I have to say don't much surprise me anymore that is one fuk'd up way to state an intention Better to state it in a fucked up way, than not state it at all. If this is the cry for help the OP can manage right now, that's great. Any attempt at something positive is awesome. Now people can offer help. Now we can talk about what's going on. I've been too fucked up to ask for help 'properly' before. It's ok. We can work with this. Not necessarily stating an intention (yet), just asking questions for now... trying to sort things out. Too much going on right now. Thanks, BigeasySnow (and everyone expressing concern). |
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Posted: 6/11/2015 7:59:42 AM EDT
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Yes I do, my brother, barely worth $100 (only sibling) OD'ed in 2010... my condolences about your brother. Wife has already left me, divorce is next week, no kids. Parents are dead. No real family to speak of. LOL, sounds tempting but divorce has left me cleaned-out... I can't afford to renew my ArfCom subscription, much less got to Meh-hee-co for hookers & blow... Quote HistoryQuoted:
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My brother, worth 100's of millions, committed suicide two years ago. Any idea what it's like to get that call? You want to do that to everyone who loves you? Despite leaving his wife and young adult children all that money, none of them are happy. Yes I do, my brother, barely worth $100 (only sibling) OD'ed in 2010... my condolences about your brother. Wife has already left me, divorce is next week, no kids. Parents are dead. No real family to speak of. Quoted:
here it is: Two thousand dollars spent on a trip to Mexico, a cab ride, a seedy hotel room, excessive amounts of cocaine, and hooker orgies legitimately saved a man’s life. This might be the first time anyone’s ever said that. Don’t know. Went to Mexico to buy barbiturates for a humane and peaceful death.
Decided that if I was gonna die anyway I might as well fuck a prostitute before it was all over. After that a cab driver offered to sell me cocaine. One thing lead to another, and I got a room above a whore house equipped with a heart shaped bed, a stripper pole, and a hot tub. Spent a full week snorting coke off tits, popping pain meds, drinking tequila, eating handfuls of Viagra to fight the whiskey/coke dick, and had three FFM threesomes. Somewhere in the midst of my coke-fueled orgy I decide life wasn’t so bad after all. http://totalfratmove.com/guy-goes-to-mexico-to-kill-himself-spends-week-doing-coke-and-banging-hookers-decides-to-keep-living/ http://np.reddit.com/r/casualiama/comments/2lbqym/traveled_to_mexico_to_buy_chemicals_to_humanely?context=0 LOL, sounds tempting but divorce has left me cleaned-out... I can't afford to renew my ArfCom subscription, much less got to Meh-hee-co for hookers & blow... I felt pretty bad after my divorce. And a bunch of people have died on me too. I live far from any remaining family and I have a hard time making friends. My job and school went to shit. But I'm free. I don't have a spouse holding me down, I don't have a great job I want to keep. If I lost the house, I'd still be ok. I'll always get by. There's bums all over this town with their happy looking dogs having a happy bum time. That means I can do what the fuck ever and I can still feel great. I still talk to a shrink to help me remember that my mental state is my priority, not my circumstances, and that as long as I've got that going for me I don't care so much about the rest. I often think of the Buddhist monk with nothing in the world except his robe and begging bowl wandering around by himself. He seems happy enough. That could be me. Take away everything and I'll always get by. Depression goes away eventually and things get better. I don't have to do shit but hang on and work on feeling good. |
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Posted: 6/11/2015 8:03:16 AM EDT
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Not necessarily stating an intention (yet), just asking questions for now... trying to sort things out. Too much going on right now. Thanks, BigeasySnow (and everyone expressing concern). Quote HistoryQuoted:
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I have to say don't much surprise me anymore that is one fuk'd up way to state an intention Better to state it in a fucked up way, than not state it at all. If this is the cry for help the OP can manage right now, that's great. Any attempt at something positive is awesome. Now people can offer help. Now we can talk about what's going on. I've been too fucked up to ask for help 'properly' before. It's ok. We can work with this. Not necessarily stating an intention (yet), just asking questions for now... trying to sort things out. Too much going on right now. Thanks, BigeasySnow (and everyone expressing concern). No problem. Just remember you're free. You can do whatever you want to please yourself and feel ok. It's all small stuff except for being alive and feeling ok. Nothing is as important as your continued existence and the opportunity to feel good again. |
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Posted: 6/11/2015 8:04:08 AM EDT
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Express Pass to the amusement park ride: SWAT Team Beatdown
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Better than death, they'd really do that for getting help?
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Posted: 6/11/2015 8:04:59 AM EDT
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I work in life insurance.
Yes, most companies will pay after an elimination period - which is 2 years for most companies. Of course, you have to read your own policy to know the hard and fast rules regarding the protection you bought. Oh, and don't kill yourself. |
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Posted: 6/11/2015 8:05:46 AM EDT
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Depends on policy AND state law.
In MO, it apparently pays out immediately unless they can prove it was planned prior to purchasing the policy. |
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Posted: 6/11/2015 8:05:58 AM EDT
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I'm as happy as I can be after my divorce. I have an awesome GF who respects and loves me.
Stay calm OP. This too shall pass. It gets better, and it does it quickly. |
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Posted: 6/11/2015 8:10:29 AM EDT
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Hell, go fight ISIS with that British actor and the dude from Naked And Afraid.
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Posted: 6/11/2015 8:10:50 AM EDT
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I'm as happy as I can be after my divorce. I have an awesome GF who respects and loves me. Stay calm OP. This too shall pass. It gets better, and it does it quickly. Very true. The gloom period will pass. Just give it time. I know saying it is easy but it is true. |
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Posted: 6/11/2015 8:20:56 AM EDT
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Look at it this way: you say you have no family, no kids. In some fucked up twist of legalese, your ex wife would probably get the proceeds. Living through all this temporary pain is surely worth the satisfaction of not having her get more money from you!!!
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Posted: 6/11/2015 8:23:33 AM EDT
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OP sign out and sign back in
God told me to tell you he loves you and someone here needs you. nothing is worth killing yourself for I have a friend Ray he is 86 he just lost his 17 granddaughter to a heroin overdose, he still goes on every day helping others. Someone needs you |
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Posted: 6/11/2015 8:24:08 AM EDT
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Mine does after two years.
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Posted: 6/11/2015 8:25:56 AM EDT
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OP sign out and sign back in There ya go, now you're obligated to hang in there at least another year. Posted Via AR15.Com Mobile |
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Posted: 6/11/2015 8:32:30 AM EDT
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Good on ya coldie.
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Posted: 6/11/2015 8:35:00 AM EDT
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My brother, worth 100's of millions, committed suicide two years ago. Any idea what it's like to get that call? You want to do that to everyone who loves you? Despite leaving his wife and young adult children all that money, none of them are happy. It's a coward's way out. EVERYONE goes through SHIT, more shit and too much shit at times. Life can build you up, Life can bring you down Life will build you up Just to tear you down... Hang on. My fucking brother left me having to repeatedly assure my own children that I'd never do that to them. Never leave them willingly. It shook the whole family that way. DON'T DO IT! Thats some real shit right there.lm sorry for your loss... 
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Posted: 6/11/2015 8:37:05 AM EDT
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Depends on your insurance policy. tghis but mostly no, most life insurance will not pay out if you are killed in a car with no seat belt on. |
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Posted: 6/11/2015 8:38:16 AM EDT
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OP sign out and sign back in God told me to tell you he loves you and someone here needs you. nothing is worth killing yourself for I have a friend Ray he is 86 he just lost his 17 granddaughter to a heroin overdose, he still goes on every day helping others. Someone needs you Listen to this guy op, some of us have either been in your shoes, or have had loved ones in your shoes. Even if it doesn't seem like it, someone, somewhere, loves you |
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Posted: 6/11/2015 8:38:20 AM EDT
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This is probably gonna come off wrong, but if you are divorced, no kids, and no family why care if life insurance pays out on suicide? There are plenty of people who deal with worse daily, and they don’t try to end it or even contemplate it. I realize there are people who suffer less as well and do the deed...
<Edited> Just take things one day at a time and talk to friends or even acquaintances if you need to. |
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Posted: 6/11/2015 8:39:44 AM EDT
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that you're asking this question says you need to talk to somebody. There's no shame in that. No kids in the divorce is a blessing in disguise. There's nothing connecting you to the bitch and you're free to start over.
With social media, there are lots of ways to meet people and find things to do that don't cost any money. Ie: meetup.com Not to minimize your situation, but it can always get worse. A former coworker's ex killed their 11 year old daughter then himself while he was on the phone with her last month. . . |
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Posted: 6/11/2015 8:41:42 AM EDT
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I'm pretty sure they all will after 1 to 2 years, but it isn't exactly information that they like to disseminate as it isn't good for anybody.
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Posted: 6/11/2015 8:47:14 AM EDT
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Op....hang in there man, everyday is a motherfucker for me...ya just got to hang on for that next day to see what it brings ya!!!!
God bless ya...and fucking STAY STRONG! |
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Posted: 6/11/2015 8:47:28 AM EDT
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My Granddad's insurance paid off when he checked himself out. If memory serves it was a whole life policy long paid off. He had Stage 4 (I guess it would be called now) cancer. He had been in remission for 12 years from the 1st bout with ass and stomach cancer. I don't blame him a bit given his choice between suck-starting a 12ga and going under the knife again at 85. Back then (early 70s) when it was very advanced like that they gutted you like a fish to try to cut it out then burned you up inside with chemo and you still died on your back in misery or (if you were lucky) in a morphine induced stupor. That said it was still hard on the rest of the family because he had only told Dad and myself about it. We understood but the rest had a rough time dealing with it at first. Lots of wailing, crying, and such till Dad explained it all to them. |
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Posted: 6/11/2015 8:49:55 AM EDT
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Life is full of possibilities OP. As long as you're breathing you can make it through damn near anything. Never lose hope that you can find some peace.
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Posted: 6/11/2015 8:55:51 AM EDT
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rescue a dog or a cat, help someone.
I have been shot, stabbed blown up, homeless and lost millions, well 1.54 million but am still grateful just to open my eyes each morning. trust me someone is in need of your help, whether it be a helping hand, a kind word, a loving touch.
one of my few regrets in life was when I was pumping gas the woman next to me with 2 kids told her son about 12 to go pay 7 dollars for gas and get a 1/2 gallon of milk and the young man said yes mam'e and went it did it. when he came out he asked his mother if he please buy and ice cream for him and his sister to share and she said Honey we don't have the money for that now. I should have filled her car and gave her the 200 I had in my hand, but I did not. |
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Posted: 6/11/2015 8:58:23 AM EDT
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There ya go, now you're obligated to hang in there at least another year. Posted Via AR15.Com Mobile Quote HistoryQuoted:
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OP sign out and sign back in There ya go, now you're obligated to hang in there at least another year. Posted Via AR15.Com Mobile Yup. And whiteshark, many here have offered to talk to you, and I know things can seem bad, but come on, you're not even 50 yet---there's a ways to go yet man. |
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Posted: 6/11/2015 9:09:49 AM EDT
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Not necessarily stating an intention (yet), just asking questions for now... trying to sort things out. Too much going on right now. Thanks, BigeasySnow (and everyone expressing concern). Quote HistoryQuoted:
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I have to say don't much surprise me anymore that is one fuk'd up way to state an intention Better to state it in a fucked up way, than not state it at all. If this is the cry for help the OP can manage right now, that's great. Any attempt at something positive is awesome. Now people can offer help. Now we can talk about what's going on. I've been too fucked up to ask for help 'properly' before. It's ok. We can work with this. Not necessarily stating an intention (yet), just asking questions for now... trying to sort things out. Too much going on right now. Thanks, BigeasySnow (and everyone expressing concern). OP I've been there. I had one in the chamber and the barrel in my mouth ready to check out. I had just lost my wife, my kids and my home. I was living in my car and bouncing from couch to couch in January. I had no money, no job and no food. How could things get any worse you ask. I broke my neck and was basically a quad. I got the neck fixed. Next thing I decided was that I needed some more education to take my mind off my problems. So I went and found grant money. I got my degree at 35. Next thing I knew I had a lady friend and a few job offers. Then a few more lady friends and even better job offers. Today, I'm sitting pretty good. Most of my bills are paid and I've rebuild what I lost. I'm far better off now than I was that dark day. Had I pulled the trigger, I'd have missed out on soooo much. So now, I'm in a position to help people improve their lives and I do so everyday as a thank you to those that helped me. As an employer I give a hand up every opportunity and as a person I do volunteer work. It's very rewarding on both levels. Don't give up. IT WILL GET BETTER IF YOU WANT IT TO> It's 100% up to you. |
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Posted: 6/11/2015 9:09:57 AM EDT
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The father of my wifes friend decided to take is life via shotgun to the head. Insurance didnt pay out because they couldnt find anything abnormal about him during the autopsy.
On top of that he utterly destroyed the lives of his family. He didnt leave a note explaining his actions, and there was nothing indicating that he was suicidal before he went Jackson Pollock in the garage. Very depressing story
Edit- OP, please get help. There is no shame in talking about how you are feeling, and I guarantee that your life matters. |
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Posted: 6/11/2015 9:38:27 AM EDT
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Quote HistoryQuoted: rescue a dog or a cat, help someone. I have been shot, stabbed blown up, homeless and lost millions, well 1.54 million but am still grateful just to open my eyes each morning. trust me someone is in need of your help, whether it be a helping hand, a kind word, a loving touch. one of my few regrets in life was when I was pumping gas the woman next to me with 2 kids told her son about 12 to go pay 7 dollars for gas and get a 1/2 gallon of milk and the young man said yes mam'e and went it did it. when he came out he asked his mother if he please buy and ice cream for him and his sister to share and she said Honey we don't have the money for that now. I should have filled her car and gave her the 200 I had in my hand, but I did not. If you wrote a book I`d read it. OP, a lot of us have been and are getting kicked in the teeth by life. Find the thoughts, and take the actions, that will support you coming out of this spot you`re in right now. Focus on that, not how you feel. Although emotionally it doesn`t seem like it, you know logically things will change. Don`t isolate yourself. |
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