There's something to be learned from going smaller, to a .22lr, but there are also lessons to be learned from going larger. When I bought my S&W 29 the recoil was just astounding. I don't know why anybody wants a .454 Casull or .480 Ruger when a .44 mag kicks bad enough to hurt my wrists as it is. But what I've learned from shooting that gun is to just let the recoil happen. I think sometimes we have this idea that if we only held on really really tight, we could make the gun kick less. If we pushed down and forward as we fired, we could cancel out the recoil to where it would be negligible. Shooting a .44 mag will break you of that idea. Its going to give you a bunch of recoil, all at once, and flip the muzzle up like crazy, no matter how hard you grab it, no matter how big a guy you are. So just let it happen and focus on your front sight and your trigger pull, because the rest isn't up to you anyway.