I just put in my letter of resignation today. I'm not going to be a Corrections Officer anymore. I just got sick of watching the same 72 fucks every day and trying to keep them from breaking the rules, especially when 36 of them are out at one time for their dayroom. Talk about being stressed out. Two of those fuckers tried cheeking their medications yesterday too. God, it drives me nuts. The main training officer told me that it was a good time to get out though, because the inmate to staff ratio is going to get much worse. She told me it wouldn't even be remotely safe. Man.
I figure I will go back to school and maybe apply at a PD at or around Phoenix when I turn 21. I still want to give that a go. I hope that works out. Oh, and my girlfirend of 2.5 years just broke up with me a few days ago. Just not a good week.
Anyway, I just had to share and get a little of this stress off of my chest. At least I will have another fresh start.
I have a new found respect for Corrections Officers now too. I don't understand how some of them are able to do it so well, and am amazed by their abilities. God bless you guys (and gals).