I am suprised to never have seen anybody anywhere mention Dale Brown (the author). He wrote "Storming Heaven", about terrorists who steal commercial airliners and use them to drop bombs on airport teminals and Fed-Ex distribution centers. I also saw a short Sci-Fi story (5 paragraphs) about major terrorist activities, such as the Super Bowl falling to a terrist nuclear weapon.
I felt one feeling reading those books, that short story, and watching the Towers burn and fall, and the Pentagon: pure, icy, surrealistic horror.
Why do I feel these things? I am not a police officer, nor am I a firefighter or EMT. I am only a security guard, but people will STILL LOOK TO ME TO HELP THEM! I will NEVER EVER have the luxury of being a horrified bystander. I will have to shake it off, ignore it, go to do my chosen duty, to render aid professionally. I will not allow myself, nor be permitted the luxury of stopping and resting to try and escape the carnage. I know a couple of people on this board know too intimately that this is true, because they went through it.
I am about to start EMT cert classes, so I can serve better, even though I know I will never go the other way. A part of me doesn't want to go the other way, a BIG part!