I went and met my good friend today who just returned on leave from Afghanistan. He is currently serving as an MP, and had lots of amazing pics, and stories from his time over there. He is shot at on a daily basis, has returned fire but is unsure of whether or not he has killed anyone, and works constantly with SF types, running around in Toyota pickups, doing all the high speed low drag stuff you will never see in a recruitment poster.
I served with him about 18 months ago, but left the service only a few weeks before the unit found out they were rotating to Afghanistan. I reenlisted, but couldn't secure a slot with the deploying unit, so even now I have yet to serve overseas.
Seeing all his pictures and hearing his amazing stories makes me feel like a real POS, because he really looked up to me before he deployed, and now even I can admit that his soldiering skills far exceed my own.
There is a chance that I will go over with a Cav unit in a few months, but I still hate that others have done so much when I have done so little, even though I have been in the service throughout the war.
That is all, just had to get it off my chest.