You know what guys.
I will tell you a little bit about me and why I pick on some of the younger members around here. You just happened to catch me at a moment when I am willing to be brutally honest about myself.
SO here goes.
I will be turning 40 soon, in (fuck!) 2 weeks actually.
Now, I won't bitch or complain about my life, but the truth is that it has been very rough at times. Almost ALL of it due to my own making. I was cocky as a youth. Smart, but cocky. Never got into any real trouble, but made many bad decisions that made life harder then it needed to be. And a few decisions that forced me to grow up faster than I wanted, or was ready, too.
So as a result I have learned much about life thru making many mistakes in my own life. I have also learned that some of what I thought were mistakes actually turned out to be wonderful things!
SO when I read about younger people making many of these same mistakes I get worried for them. I know what is going on inside there head because I lived it.
Unfortunately I am not good at expressing my concern for these people, instead my remarks come off as cold, callous and very uncaring.
Other times I am just trying to be funny because the stress in my life is difficult at the particular time.
I hope this gives you a glimpse into the life of Sgtar15
SGatr15