I struggle with the addiction as well. Just sold a P7M10 and bought a Baer TRS in the past week... still on the prowl for a S&W 625 PC in .45ACP (don't have a wheel gun at this time and ammo interchange is attractive).
hatAfter I stopped feeling sick and started feeling mad, it hit me why I was mad. What was really lost was not the dollar figure, but all the time and care that his father took to amass such a well rounded and "unique" or "special" collection - a man's life work, his passion. It's my passion too. I saw that whatever I could obtain and cherish could be gone in less than 10 minutes flat. Never has the concept expressed in the Bible so clearly been demonstrated that we are not here to build up treasure on earth where "moth and rust destroy" and "thieves break in to steal." Rather it is about the relationships we have and what we give to others while we are here that will stand.
I did not meet him, but my "biological father-in-law's," predecessor to the step-father-in-law (before my mother-in-law re-married), death is still lamented by everyone I meet who knew him. He was a professional football player, then a high school coach, then a licensed counselor. My wife tells me that there must have been 400 to 500 people at his funeral and the "feeling" was overwhelming to see them all. He touched each of their lives in a way that compelled each one of them to leave their jobs and attend his funeral on a weekday. This is how many, including me, want to be remembered; but it doesn't come through owning things. It must be earned by ones ACTIONS that, truly, speak louder than words.
I struggle with this daily and the search for that S&W 625 PC model still calls my name (until I want something else). But, an hour with my children or a good friend in need of sound advice is worth more than all the guns in that damned safe. If you ask me on my death bed, I will say the same. Live like its your last; it just might be. Sorry for the long post, just sharing my personal experience in hopes it will help.