Edit: Full disclosure, I'm no bear expert so you'll have to forgive any inaccuracies here.
My Bear
by Troy Frost
"This is it," I notify myself, pressing the wadded remnants of my thermal layer into my lacerated abdomen as the bite of March Appalachian air stings my lungs.
I hear the wind slip through the coniferous canopy that denies me the sun, and slide down the trees over viscous half-congealed blood. It hurts to think and I'm far beyond the reach of anything resembling help. Hypothermia will soon numb my pain and what's left of my abilities.
"This was supposed to be a fun hiking trip," I scold myself.
My time here will be cut short, the company of mother nature provides little solace.
In the distance I can hear the rustling of critters going about their lives blissfully unaware of my presence. The only creatures of concern now are the black bears that will surely feast on my corpse.
"Well," I think to myself, "at least I don't have to worry about him." I got that bastard good before he could finish me off. I suspect his barely self-aware brain is thinking something alike. I hope he spends his final moments alone, and confused, and suffering.
I'm reminded of fate’s cruel plan. I came here to escape the gentle mundane beatings of modern life only to receive the fiercest beating of my life. All I wanted was to attempt to live deliberately and without cause or purpose or fear. Fear of slipping away into the world, unnoticed, unappreciated, unloved. It seems that in my retreat I've found the very thing I'm running from.
My skull is a pressure vessel containing barely suppressed rage. I can still feel the adrenaline racing through my arteries. I suspect that's the only reason I'm still breathing now.
I can't let this world take me this way, I decline fate entirely. I need to move, NOW.
Feeling my survival instinct override my judgement, I stumble to my feet but the shock of a fractured femur discards me to the forest floor. No sense in trying that again, as I drag my body to what's left of my pack.
Man-made debris litters the grove reminding me of what little supplies I have left. I see bits of my first aid kit strewn about. Surely there must be something useful.
Then I see it. My knife, still bloodied from battle and cursed with the stink of that foul creature.
I use it to strip the shredded nylon from my pack's frame discovering a box of matches and a Mylar blanket in the sole unmolested pocket. The only utility that remains.
I disassemble the load bearing armature fastening it to my thigh with a length of fabric from my mangled jacket, and fashion a makeshift pressure bandage out of the remaining scraps of cloth and cordage.
"Let's try that again," my broken body protests as I hoist my torso upright by the outstretched branches of a recently felled pitch pine. My anesthetized hands struggle to help, trembling from exposure.
I mount the tree, placing gentle pressure on my leg. I can hear my own heartbeat as I transfer ever increasing weight to my splinted limb. The pain is harsh and unforgiving but no longer crippling.
"This is doable," I encourage myself.
I tear the survival blanket from its package, pierce its center, and don a makeshift poncho. The faint burbling of a spring fed brook arrests my attention and fills me with focus. Survival is now possible.
My ears guide me to a nearby slope and I shamble forward from tree to tree, buttressing myself against any available surface. My organs groan at thought of fresh water, the overwhelming thirst robs me of any self-regard. I charge on, upping my pace beyond my pain tolerance but am jolted back at the sound of a twig snapping nearby.
I force caution before approaching the brook, processing every available sense and faculty. Each step I take is more careful and deliberate then the last. As I approach the brook I collapse to one knee, then to my belly, and rest my chin in the freezing cold liquid. The water burns my throat as I gorge myself, only raising my face for air and awareness. My now full stomach aches violently, a tolerable and necessary discomfort.
I pull my head from the brook and rest it upon a moss-covered rock. Sleep is a luxury I cannot afford but the gnawing gusts of wind against my exposed skin rob me of precious body heat casting me off into a temporary slumber.
I awake sometime later to the sensation of warm liquid and scalding grunts against the back of my neck. I reflexively roll my head only to meet his face with mine. The beast towered over me huffing at the air around my body. I see the fruit of my desperate struggle, his face awash with oozing blood and ocular fluid. A large slash through his left eye and a distinct puncture wound to his right. His breath was labored and sporadic as he swings his head from side to side billowing the malnourished skin that hung from knobby bones and poured over gaunt muscle and tendon.
I recall the battle, I could feel the full weight of this creature mash my leg and his claws tear flesh from my belly. I remember feeling resistance from the beast's ocular cavity as my blade pierced his right eye, and the almost human wail as he disappeared into the thicket.
His sorrowful and confused whimper displaced my anger with pity and remorse. His condition was a death sentence, but he now had me dead to rights. For a moment I thought that if I lay motionless he'd wander off until I felt the unnatural clamp of fang and claw against my spine followed by the warm bath of my own blood.
I placed my hand to the back of his head.
"I'm sorry," I murmur as the familiar caress of fatal cold washes over me and I close my eyes for the last time.