Got a real fucked up situation here and I am torn.
A little preface. Fifteen years ago I picked out of a litter of field dogs a Springer Spaniel female, she was at the time 3 weeks old and I had to wait another month to bring her home. I already had one male and they were gonna be my bird dog team. Well the male was never much of a hunter, he'd rather chase field mice and play then chase pheasants, although he was my best buddy. But the female became one fine bird dog and I have shot many, many ringnecks over her as well as family and friends. Well, I moved out of home ebentually and into an apt w/ my brother. She came with us but we moved again and couldnt take her with me. She was about 8 at the time. So my sister had just bought a house so the answer was obvious. I hunted her until she was about 10 and she could only last about half a day before getting tired. Still got a bunch of birds up though. Then she became a regular old house dog.. Spoiled rotten and lost her obedient nature as sis spoiled her. But in all the time she would see me and obey me like she was 3 years old again, I guess the theory a dog bonds with one alpha male is true because even now at 15 she knows me.
So here I am house/dog-sitting while my sister is in the Virgin Islands for a week and I am looking after MY dog. Shes old and weak, half blind, senile and arthritic. Past the life expectancy for her breed(the male died of cancer when he was only 6) and she cannot even stand up on her own. She has control of her bowells but she is basicall cripple. She can walk around after she gets helped up but is very weak and as of this week we dont think she will make it the next few days. I promised my sis that if it got so bad I would take her to the vet and have her put down but she begged for me to do everything possible so she could be here. This dog is a family member to all of us. I sit here and remember all the time we hunted and played, how she and the male would take off and jump into the neighbors pool, how she used to chase skunks even after getting sprayed a million times, how she would catch baby rabbits, hold them in her mouth and bring them to me as a present waiting for praise. Honestly I didnt think that i would be so torn over this as I am.
I dont think I can let her suffer any longer. Sis will be home Saturday but I know she is in pain. This fucking SUX!