Personally, I always felt it was wrong to "shack up" before marriage, and I did not live with my husband before we were married. The day we got home from our honeymoon he turned into someone I didn't even recognize. Still, while I regret my marriage, I don't regret my decision not to live with him first. I still have strong feelings about people who shack up for the heck of it, or "just for a test drive." I don't believe in getting married with the attitude that "we can get a divorce if it doesn't work out," and I don't believe in living together "just to see how it goes."
On the other hand, marriage has not been kind to me in the past, and I am now TERRIFIED of it. I am not afraid to love, but I am afraid to marry. CnL has also had his marital woes. We are not a couple of kids looking to play house, and neither of us is looking at our relationship as a temporary thing. Even though we are in this "for the long haul," we have individually and as a couple decided not to marry. Maybe down the line we will change our minds about marriage, maybe not. But I know I love him, and I know he loves me.
Marriage ceremonies have not always existed. "Back in the day" a man took a woman to be his wife, and it was so. That is how we view our relationship. I understand all of the religious and moral and even legal objections to this, but the fact remains: A marriage is a commitment between two people. It may not be recorded in a civil register or in the church books, but we have made a commitment to each other.
Flame away.
Karina