I have not been to the mailbox for a few days now. Unemployed folks tend to avoid mailboxes and the phone in general. Bills and bill colectors ya know.
So I go today. My mailbox had a little note to pick up mail at the apartment office instead. So I go and what await for me is a bunch of catalogs.
I had sent out my C&R to a few dealers last week and it seems I am good to go to start ordering. Here's where the troubles begin.
I am unemployed and living off on savings, unemployment($328 a wk), and slowly depleting my IRA's. Now I am faced with all these goodys that I can order. Most offer free shipping. I do not have to pay for taxes. I get the guns to my door delivered by UPS.
I wished I would've just kept my C&R on ice till I got a job. Man am I stupid. Now I am looking a PA63, Yugo SKS, an M1 Garand, and a Mosin M44. Roughly about a $1000 worth of stuff. I'm not even talking about the Sistema1911 Walther PP and the Makarov yet. Let's not forget ammo and a new safe.
I need help. Please someone talk me out of becoming homeless. How can one resist?
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I am fucked for good. This damn C&R is a curse. I'll never have my BMW Z4. I need to win the lotto.
Help me. I would appreciate cash donations to go towards my rent, guns, BMW Z4. Or maybe some support in kicking this gun habit I have. Is there a gun addicts anonymous group somewhere.