Posted: 9/10/2007 3:20:42 PM EDT
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I'm not nearly as assholish as I appear to be on the board. I'm dealing with some personal issues right now and realized that I've posted some of it and left out other parts. The sum of what appears makes me appear to be a mysgonistic prick. I'm really not. I'm not even that much of a prick really. If anyone cares, read below, if you don't g'head and click the X now. I've never in my life had a problem saying what I meant. If it comes to mind, I usually say it. I don't usually consider the consequences beyond the immiediate scope of what I'm doing right them. Of course this is a fault. Something I have many of. Lots of posts lately of mine have been trashing some women. Like last night getting really vulgar with the ex that I just wanted to leave me alone for the night. I admit I left out some "lol"s coming back from her. She did know I was joking. I don't think it's in me to be that much of an ass to a woman. Though there are times I'm tempted  Fact of the matter is my dad was an abusive fucker that ran straight the hell over my mom to get to me on God knows how many occaisons. My mother was 15 inches shorter and 200lbs lighter than my dad. Actually, as big as I am, my dad is bigger  Anyway, due to the way my mom raised me, and seeing the kinda love it took to take what she did to try to protect me has led me to put women on a pedastel for the most part. For those with long memories, you know that I often do it when it's undeserved.I'm just a simple ole country boy that's never raised his hand to a woman in his life, nor would I ever. The straw that broke the camels back with my first marriage was she drove me to the point where I didn't know that I could hold back. I didn't like who she made me, so I left. In hindsite though, I was working 2 jobs and was a volunteer firefighter so I was never home, and when I was, all we did was fight. I'd have hated me to if I was her. So our seperation and divorce was for the best. Fast forward to today, when we've become friends and she lives with me. We talked out our past and have both taken responsibility for causing it. She's actually tried to fix me up with a few of her friends because even she knows I'm a good guy. Didn't work out, they were all libtards, like my ex So for anyone out there thinking I'm a mysgonistic prick, I'm not. I just wanted to clear that up. Don't ask why. Now if you'll excuse me I'm going to go find a beltsander to shove in my lap 
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