Weekend update
I spoke to "her" this afternoon(I threw out my lower back and needed "my insurance information.") She asked me to keep her updated and I asked her why she cared. I also told her to ask her lawyer about "community property" (she was not impressed)
I have been "making it" more or less on my own, sleeping in my trailer, spending time with my Dad, sister and nephew while she is back in Ohio more or less living normal. It is harder every day to remain civil about her trying to screw me out of what is half mine.
I asked her today "When did it start going south?" She said "Last December." I asked "Was it something I did, said, or didn't do or say?" She said, "I don't know." I said, "How can I change behavour that I don't know is wrong?" Again, "I don't know." She has asked me repeatly "Not to slam her or talk bad about her to my family." I have done anything but that. I don't wish bad on her but I sure wish she would come to her senses! This is not going to be "a walk in the park!" I still care about her(after 14 years I just don't let go so easy) but I know that it is over.
After I "got adjusted"(It still hurts but at least I can move now) I went to get my oil changed. While I was waiting I met the most pleasent young lady(PolySci/Crimminal Justice major) We had a most enjoyable conversation. In fact we sat there and talked for 20 minutes after our vehicles were done. Reflecting on the conversation, and what was said I should have asked her to dinner or for a cup of coffee or something but my "dating foo" is weak & I was alittle freaked out!(She was not much older than my daughters but I really could use some interaction with someone other than family IYKWIM! and I don't necessarily mean sexual.)
I'm heading to Friendship to the Fall Shoot tomorrow. There are people there that have been trying to buy my flintlocks for years. I think they are going to be successful this year. I can always build more & I could use the money.
Speaking of needing money I've been expecting a money order this week but it hasn't arrived yet. The person who said they would send it may have lost my address so here it is:
Hessian-1(or you know my name)
361 Grandfather Rd
Banner Elk, NC 28604
If any of you guys(or ladies) want to send me a letter, motivational pictures, coupons for free gas, etc. feel free seeing as I don't have internet access yet.
To the Millers Gang, Dad says we'll try to get up next summer. I told him he needs to shoot Pauls 1919.
Sorry for the long post but I don't get on line often
Hessian-1