Didn't a guy just get convicted over 10mm?
Look at what functions, is concealable, can get the job done, and is in a package, be dirty harry in the mirror, and at the range, but if you're going to pull the Snatch speech about how bad a .50 AE makes you, etc, you're losing the point.
Think about what fits in your hand, what you shoot well with, what you can control, what you can conceal, what you deal well with.
Sounds like you need a shoulder holster and a coat to conceal the thing, and that's a snub nose. I mean if things got bad, with the 8'' barrel you could club your way out of it.
I dunno, I don't have much of an opinion, I don't have a CHL, but from a bird's eye view, it's fine to like those guns, and a lot of guys like Full-Size 1911's (including myself), but can't carry them comfortably or practically, that's unfortunate but true. I mean I just foresee you getting a gun, that's like a lead weight, that ends up from your waist (if it doesn't pull your pants down) to your glove compartment, from that to the house, to the night stand, and then to the safe, you know?
Think about it will this be too much gun to carry. Heck, I think I'll love 1911's I love the design, the way they feel, shoot, and said I'd never want a Commander or Compact, but who knows, when I get a CCW, I may want one, or may end up with a HK USP, or whatever, but anyway.
Have you ever seen how wide they are too, people worry about Glock's printing.