I don't give a fuck 'cause I just don't give a fuck.
All kinds of shit bogging down at work, whaa-waa-waa at least I have a job yeah-yeah whatthefuckever. Still have to deal with crap from fucking incompetent braindonors all the time. I mean, would it KILL someone to NOT fuck up the fucking payroll for at least ONE full payperiod?
Damn frickin truck - I put over $5,000 into it just this year - I'm fucking buying it all over again. Damn fucking moneypit on wheels.
So Thursday I finally went to the oral surgeon for a "crown-lengthening procedure" that I've been dreading for two months and I'm hoping insurance will cover for $750. In the procedure, they basically had to lower the gumline (carve it down) around two teeth so they can put a crown on because the tooth cracked off at the gumline. So my mouth feels like shit and as a little consolation prize, the oral surgeon nicked my lingual nerve while injecting the novacaine and so I STILL have no feeling in half my tongue for going on five days now. He says as long as I have a little tingling at the edge, the feeling in my tongue should come back sometime..... "sometime"... "should".
Sleeping like shit. Working too much. Eating makes my tongue feel like it's got needles in it. And I STILL have to go and get a new crown put on it - $350 thank-you-sir-may-I-have-another!
FUCK!AND.... everyfucking time I go online or watch TV or whatever I see "Kerry Lead Over Bush Grows By 3%" or "Voters Continue To Think Kerry's Not A Leftist" or "Illegal Aliens Registering To Vote By The Thousands In Ohio".
So I'm feeling kinda shitty and everything looks shitty and everything sounds shitty and that's why I have such a shitty attitude about everything.
Alright!?