Posted: 11/5/2005 8:30:01 AM EDT
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Lately I been very angry,I cant really name what it is Im angry at.Im not even sure its anger,it may be spite.I cant put a cap on it,it just spews out.I say things rash and very offencivly,with little regard for others.I hate what this country has become and its eating me up.I guess what it comes down to really is my anger has started to become hate,and that is the weak way out.I react ot of anger and give little thought to what Im saying.I dont know if Im trying to stir people up,or vent my own anger. Eather way it is not right to attack anyone for any reason other then self defence.I am not trying to justify what I did,I behaved like a fool.You are all free to hate me,I do understand and I would hate me as well.I AM SORRY,not only to all of you that had to bear the brunt of my attack,but I let my self down as well.Im now aware that my actions,in no way helped my goal,If anything I hurt it.To them that suffer due to my actions,Im sorry.Truth is I like most of ya,I read your post everyday even if I dont post,so I cant really tell you why I did what i did.I wish I could just explain why,but I dont even really know.With all the crazy crap that is going on in this world we need to be united,and my actions hurt that unity.To the service men and Ex service men,to you I owe a big Im sorry.I dont have to agree,but in no way should I be the hippy that spits on returning heros.You that are in the service or were in the service,are some of the brave few that are choosing to act now in deffence of what is right.You are not given a choise as to what battles you can fight or what enemy.I found a sore spot and poked my finger right in.That was wrong,for that Im sorry.I would hope that you may in time find a way to forgive me.So no excuses,I acted wrong,and for that im sorry. If my actions made me no longer welcome here at the WHTF,I will leave with my head hung in shame. |
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It just helps a lot, when you're the new guy, to be polite and chit and chat before you jump in on hot topics. I know tact is not everyone's strong suit, to include mine, but it still helps. But like PCR said, your account is still active, and I don't think anyone believes you're a troll account of his (he likes to troll with his regular account, really |
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I can understand your frustration and anger with the direction this Country is headed, I feel the same way myself. But I do not seek out threads to shit stir with folks that have differant political views as myself. One person at a time, this forum or that, shit like this is what keeps these issues inflamed. So comming to a Community Forum, and playing the Devils Advocate will certainly not endure you to most folks here. So in the future, try respectfully disagreeing, it will get you a lot farther my man. That said, where in Kentucky are you? All my family is from, and still in Fleming and Rowan county. |
Apology accepted. |