Posted: 9/13/2008 10:41:16 PM EDT
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So what passed as the closest thing I have ever had to a family walked out of my life two weeks ago. It has been damn hard to deal with but I am doing OK I guess.. Tonight I decided to hit a couple of the local meat markets (dance bars) just to see what I have been missing the last couple years. Its been a long time since I have frequented these kinds of places. I have to say, I enjoyed the shit out of it. I have some self esteem issues and have never been the type to initiate conversation with women very easily. I have recently lost some weight the hard way and I guess I was feeling good about it and it showed. I was talking to women tonight and was even being winked at and even pawed at by some pretty hot women. This is a long way from normal for me. I seriously feel like I have just taken my first steps into the twilight zone. Sorry to inform y'all that I didn't bring anyone home or collect any phone numbers. I am still dealing with what I lost and really am not ready to throw somebody else in the mix yet. I gotta tell ya though, tonight sure made me feel pretty good. You can bet your butt I will be making a return visit to do a bit of hunting. 
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More power too you brother. Great fucking feeling isn't it? Rock that shit some mo, rinse and repeat until sufficiently happy. Then, if you get a chance or are so inclined, start hitting the gym. If you got that good of a response off a little weight loss, try adding some man meat, they will go batshit crazy. |
Queen great sigline too btw 
I am not ready to replace her. Hell I couldn't if I wanted to at this point. I wont lie, my head is a mess right now. But.......... If somebody comes along who is willing to help me over the hump. Well........... |
just do the other guys a favor and keep eye contact with our chicks to a minimum. Not saying you do this, but those that stare at their ass in a creepy "oh boy oh boy, I'm sneaking a peek at her ass" look incredibly pathetic...and it gets real f'n old real f'n fast. ETA: If any of you guys have never taken a truly HOT woman out, but wish you could, you are wrong. If you're ever out with the hottest woman in the building, it's f'n miserable. I like when people look at my woman to a certain extent. It makes me feel lucky  . But when the whole f'n room full of single guys that are too scared to approach one of the 4 single women in the place turns their head when you walk in and drools all night it will piss you off pretty bad.
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