First let me say I don't believe in any supernatural crap. But I cannot discount what seems to be much more than coincidence.
Almost all my life things have just "worked out", even the complicated, unlikely stuff. Not everything, I never won the lotto and don't have a gold plated Lexus, but the really important things have always "just happened." Kinda a charmed life thing, I guess.
Now here is the spooky part, "other things" also happen like clockwork. No one who has ever crossed me in a seriously bad way has ever fared well. Several come to mind but the ones that freaked me even then are as follows:
In high school a kid tried to backdoor me and play for my girlfriend. Told her a bunch of lies, etc. Later the same month he took off two fingers in shop class. They were sewn back on, but still.
Year later me and a couple buddies got jumped by some drunks in their 20s. We took some pretty hard knocks. That summer the one who laid into me lost both legs in a motorcycle accident.
And several other examples far less dramatic or severe. Guys who were dicks to me when I was young ended up bums or had loser jobs, etc. I actually cannot think of a single person who ever really messed with me (there weren't a lot), who ended up ok.
Also, I don't believe in God. And why the hell would he help me anyway while good Christians suffer?
Does anyone understand what I'm talking about?