No kidding. However, you are NOT just risking your carry permit. You are risking a felony charge of "aggavated assault", or even "attempted murder". Were I not a black belt (and 6 ft, 180 lbs of nearly all muscle) I would probably draw the gun a lot sooner in the fight. If you are truly skilled,you aren't at all likely to lose the gun, or even get touched, actually. By "skilled", I mean having a truly secure holster, and not being so stupid as to try any high kicks, or any fast footwork on dew, ice, loose gravel, waxed floors, etc, The skilled man won't wear pants that are too tight, shoes that aren't a swift and sure as being barefoot, etc. A felony history removes your ever again legally possessing guns. You can't even be in a house or a car where a gun is. So, even if you don't end up doing prison time, a felony conviction is little, if any better than a whipping. However, if your attacker gets your gun, especially if you have really hurt him, he is pretty likely to shoot you with it, and then, in his desperation to escape, other people, and it WILL be your fault that he had that gun. You have no way of knowing that he won't kick your head off if he gets you down, so when you are carrying a gun, you CANNOT allow him to win.