Rebuilding Bodies, and Lives, Maimed by War
http://www.nytimes.com/2003/11/16/national/16WOUN.html?hp
November 16, 2003
Rebuilding Bodies, and Lives, Maimed by War
By NEELA BANERJEE
WASHINGTON, Nov. 10 — Every hour of every day for the last four months,
Robert Acosta has thought of the moment when the grenade slipped from his
fingers.
In the early evening of July 13, Specialist Acosta, of the Army's First
Armored Division, was riding in the passenger seat of a Humvee toward the
gates of the Baghdad airport. Something entered through his window, flew
by his face trailing a ribbon of smoke, hit the windshield and landed next
to the driver.
Specialist Acosta grabbed the grenade with his right hand, but as he
turned to throw it out the window, he dropped it between his legs. He
picked it up again. Somewhere between his ankles and knees, the grenade
exploded in his hand.
"It was gone, it just disintegrated," he said of his hand. "It was just a
mist of blood."
The driver of the Humvee was unhurt. Not only did the blast destroy
Specialist Acosta's hand, it also shattered his legs, the left one now
mended with a steel plate and skin grafts and the hole in his heel almost
closed. In place of his right hand and part of his forearm, he wears a
prosthesis that ends in a two-pronged claw.
"I think I should be dead right now," the 20-year-old Specialist Acosta
said one recent afternoon, resting from doing pull-ups in physical therapy
at the Walter Reed Army Medical Center here. "But I feel like I failed
myself. If I hadn't dropped it, I would still have my hand."
Reminded that he had saved his friend's life, Specialist Acosta stared
straight ahead and kept silent.
More than 6,800 have been evacuated from Iraq for medical reasons,
including disease and "nonbattle injuries," the Army said.
[By Friday, the Defense Department said, 1,994 had been wounded in action,
with 342 more injured. The dead totaled 399, with 272 from hostile action.
At least 18 more soldiers were killed and five wounded in Iraq yesterday.]
Some of the most seriously wounded come through Walter Reed.
Thanks to advances in everything from flak jackets to battlefield medical
attention, many soldiers survive attacks that would have killed them a
generation ago. But as more survive, more inevitably return from Iraq with
grievous injuries, including amputations. Already, 58 amputees have been
treated at Walter Reed, 47 with major single-limb removals and 11 with
multiple-limb amputations.
For all the numbing similarity of the ambushes with rocket-propelled
grenades and roadside bombs that wounded the soldiers now at Walter Reed,
each has begun to piece his life back together in a different way, into a
shape he never expected.
There is Staff Sgt. Ryan Kelly, a reservist from Abilene, Tex., who is
determined to become a firefighter as he had planned. There is Specialist
Edward Platt of Harrisburg, Pa., who focuses his hope and unremitting
anger on the use of a prosthetic leg he has just received. And there is
Specialist Acosta of Santa Ana, Calif., who plays practical jokes on
hospital staff members yet remains haunted by regret.
When soldiers are ambushed in Iraq, they are rapidly evacuated, their
vehicles quickly towed and their plight boiled down into the day's tally
of dead and wounded.
"When we get injured, all it says is `one soldier wounded,' " Specialist
Acosta said, echoing others at Walter Reed. "Not that a soldier has lost
an arm or a leg, or how hard that is."
The wounded stay at first in the main hospital building at Walter Reed,
its Greek revival campus about eight miles north of downtown Washington.
Once the threat of infection and the need for serious surgeries have
passed, they go home for several weeks before returning to a hotel on the
Walter Reed campus called Mologne House, while continuing rehabilitative
therapy at the hospital.
The wounded from Iraq tend to gravitate toward each other and to memorize
each other's stories. They are comforted to find others who knew towns
like Hilla, Ramadi and Tikrit and who lost a part of themselves on some
identical, stunningly hot Iraqi day.
"I hate this place so much, but all these guys, we form a bond,"
Specialist Acosta said. "Talking to Vietnam vets, that's cool. But it's
not like talking to someone who's been through Iraq."
The wounded from Iraq have changed the population at Walter Reed, hospital
staff members said, from retirees with chronic ailments to young men and a
few women — many under 25 — often with limbs missing.
"We have a greater demand, so we have had to hustle a bit, ramp up staff,"
said Joseph Miller, the chief prosthetist at Walter Reed. "And the nature
of the patients, too, is different. They're younger and they want to get
moving more quickly."
Specialist Platt's Ordeal
A soldier with the Army's 101st Airborne Division, 21-year-old Specialist
Platt enlisted right after finishing high school in Harrisburg in June
2001. His parents had been in the Air Force, and he had loved living in
Germany as a child.
"I liked the military, and it was a guaranteed paycheck twice a month," he
said. "There's not that kind of guarantee anywhere else these days."
By January 2002, Specialist Platt's unit was in Afghanistan, and talk
began almost immediately that it would be deployed to Iraq next. "We were
in Operation Anaconda, and we landed in Chinooks and we got attacked," he
said of a mission in Afghanistan. "But no one got hurt, and I think
everyone took it for granted that it would be the same in Iraq."
After his unit entered Iraq in the spring, it went north to Mosul. On
Sept. 23, a rocket-propelled grenade near the Syrian border tore away
Specialist Platt's right knee and the top of his shin, but a flap of skin
and muscle along the back of his leg still attached his thigh to the lower
leg and foot.
"I could still wiggle my toes," he said.
Specialist Platt arrived at Walter Reed with his lower leg, but after
realizing that surgical reconstruction would very likely fail, he decided
in early October to have the leg removed a few inches above the knee.
"Like my mom said, the leg isn't what made me a man," Specialist Platt
said.
To prove his point, he fiercely pursues rehabilitation, and his recovery
so far has been impressive, hospital therapists said. He knows he is lucky
that his wound is not worse: unlike him, many amputees have secondary
injuries like burns, blindness, deafness, splintered bones in an intact
limb, smashed internal organs. At an occupational therapy session early in
the week, between criticizing the 70's rock on the radio and talking about
the latest additions to his 30 pairs of shoes, Specialist Platt hopped on
his left leg along a Foosball table and handily defeated nearly all
comers.
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