As most know I left my county JBT job after 8 years to go to a local municipal agency.  Have to go through their basic academy though and their PT is kicking my ass.  

Every day I just want to go home and cry

Funny quick story but I was talking to my grandmother this evening and telling her how hard the PT was.  She asked me how long I wanted to work for this new agency and I told her.  Her response was basically, "you wanted it, you got it, so quit your bitching, and just do it."  

I used to do a fair amount of PT, before I went to hell, uh, I mean engineering school.  I am going into Pershing Rifles in the fall, and I am sure it will be painful.  I am told the runs range from 3-18mi, pullups, swimming, whip kicks, situps and lotsa pushups.

You can do it though, the first few weeks suck the most.  

Just think man, when its all over you will feel great and be so happy.  Stick with it man, it goes by quick and I promise you will look back and be happy you did it.

Enjoy

Be safe

Do it for your arteries.