SUNDOWN AT COFFIN ROCK, THE SEQUEL
by Raymond K. Paden
happily discovered in the
Southern Illinois Patriots League
September, 1999, an extra
Thomas sat alone upon the cold stone, shivering slightly in the chilly
pre-dawn air of this April morning. The flashlight was turned off, resting
beside him on the bare granite of Coffin Rock, and involuntarily he
strained his eyes in the gray non-light of the false dawn, trying to make
out the shapes of the trees, and the mountains across the river. Below, he
could hear the chuckling of the water as it crossed the polished stones.
How many times had he fished here, his grandfather beside him?
He tried to shrug away the memories, but why else had he come here except
to remember? Perhaps to escape the inevitable confrontation with his
mother. She would have to be told sooner or later, but Thomas infinitely
preferred later.
"Mom, I've been expelled from the university," he said aloud in a
conversational tone. Some small night animal, startled by the sudden
sound, scurried away to the right.
"I know this means you won't get that upgrade to C-3, and they'll probably
turn you down for that surgery now. Gee, Mom, I'm sorry." It sounded so
stupid. "Why?" she would ask. "How?"
How could he explain that? The endless arguments. The whispered warnings.
The subtle threats. Dennis had told him to expect this. Dennis had lost
his parents back in the First Purge back in 2004, and his bitter hatred of
the state's iron rule had failed to ruin him only because of his unique
and accomplished abilities as an actor. Only with Thomas did he open up.
Only with Thomas did he relate the things he had learned while in the
Youth Re-education Camp near Charleston. Thomas shuddered.
It was his own fault, he knew. He should have kept his mouth shut like
Dennis told him. All his friends had come and shook his hand and pounded
him on the back. "That's telling them , Adams!" they said. But their
voices were hushed and they glanced over their shoulders as they
congratulated him.
And later, when the "volunteers" of the Green Ribbon squad kicked his a**
all over the shower room, they had stood by in nervous silence, their
faces turned away, their eyes averted, and their tremulous voices silent.
He sighed, Could he blame them? He'd been afraid too, when the squad
walked up and surrounded him, and if he could have taken back those proud
words, he would have. Anyone is afraid when they can't fight back, he'd
discovered. So they taught him a lesson, and he had expected it to end
there. But then yesterday had come the call to Dr. Morton's office, and
the brief hearing that had ended his career at the university.
"Thomas," Morton had intoned, "You owe everything to the State." Thomas
snorted.
The light was growing now. He could see the pale, rain washed granite in
the grayness as if it glowed. Coffin Rock was now a knob, a raised
promintory that jutted up from a wide, unbroken arm of the mountain's
stony roots, its cover of soil pushed away. There were deep gouges scraped
across the surface of the rock where the backhoe had tried, vainly, to
force the mountain to reveal its secrets. He was too old to cry now, but
Thomas Adams closed his eyes tightly as he relived those moments that had
forever changed his life.