as of sunday was 20 years since my dad died, I tried my best to stay positive, work 40 hours so far this week so far (3 days) to keep my mind off of it, but its still there.
I was only 6 at the time, but i still remember everything that happened that morning.I still remember waking up to my brother screaming when he found my Dad, running to see my dad one the floor. watching paramedics trying to revive him. fuck! it still tears me apart.
Fatalwishes asked me to talk to his kids if possible.I haven't as of yet, I personally don't think i could keep my self together long enough to make things better for them, All i can hope for is he took my words of advise and made videos for his kids to watch when they need him.
Anyone with a family, please!!! make home videos, take pictures, write things for your kids. you never know what may happen.