small world, Ive been trying to find a purpose too. So far I've tried Motorcycle racing, beer brewing, Online Daytrading, PC nerding, 4x4'n,...etc etc. But the damn interweb keeps pulling me back in, like im addicted; my Computer is my CRACK!
I would like to try Auto racing or The GGW docu/porn movie. My problem is, all my hobbies cost too much so they never really lead anywhere.
My suggestion to you is:
Get lost in the woods for a few weeks, with nothing but a knife and matches, Incredible experience that is not going to be available for very much longer. This course of action will also clear your head and give you a perspective of what you really need to do. Indians called this a 'vision quest', and claimed to see their future by doing this.
Your motorcycle trip is a sort of 21st century vision quest, but is full of distracters which at the end of your trip is going to leave you right back where you started. I drove across the country and I would do it again in a heartbeat, the only problem I had with it was although you are surrounded my millions of people on the highways and citys- I felt an overwhelming feeling of loneliness, in the desolate woods you have no choice but to be alone in turn makes it easier to see your path.
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Gaspain