So I'm 19, and a few days ago i received this big fancy envelope from the NRA for a contest where you can win up to 21 guns that you pick from a list, most of which i am not interested in, but even if i didn't want any of them, if i won them, i could sell them and buy stuff that i DO want. and so i spent about 10 minutes of my life reading the included materials, including one of their long and dramatic letters about the currant political situation, which only serve to make me depressed and angry, as a painful reminder of the sad truth which i already know, how we have evil control-freak assholes in government, who want to make life as effing miserable as humanly possible.
Now to the point, after wasting about 10 irreclaimable minutes of my life reading all this, and even thinking about which guns i might chose from the list, i read that you have to be 21 to enter this contest, &*(&^@$#>?>:?>?":{:{:{@^*^*&%}((*%^^$???$@#$@#$*(^!!!!!! - This is flat-out effing ridiculous! i could understand having to be 21 to accept any of the handguns offered in the contest due to federal law, but there were more than enough long guns to choose from, which are completely legal for me (again, I'm 19) to buy/own. there is no good reason, and no excuse for this >21 to enter bull$#17. So after they get my hopes up and waste my time, i am hit so hard between my eyes with this 2x4 covered with slimy snake$#17, that i felt like letting loose with a McUZI style rant.
Now, throughout my life I've almost always had bad luck, and also learned to assume anything that seems good, is to good to be true, but i could NEVER have imagined this abomination, not only because i can't even enter the contest, but because it is personally offensive and here is why; As most of you would expect, seeing as I'm 19, most of my life thus far I've been a little kid, or at least treated as such, especially since i was the youngest in my family. all my life i was constantly being told i couldn't do/have this or that, because "you're not old enough." usually without any explanation why, sometimes it was a matter of legality, but often there was no valid reason whatsoever. I was always shooed away while everyone else got to do things i couldn't. I always felt like everyone else was elite, and i was the runt with no freedom. the impression i got about everything in life was something to the effect of "F*** you young person, WE'RE elite, YOU can't have (or do) this and WE can because we're older." Well now that I'm legally an adult, i figured that would be the end of that, and i would never have to be talked down to like that again, and then BAM there it is is again right in my face! and from the NRA! the exact same "F*** you young person, you can't have this", kind of message, even though I'm old enough i legally can! F***!
What adds to the insult, is that earlier this year, a payed nearly a months worth of my meager spending money to renew my NRA membership,(when i can hardly ever afford to shoot.) solely because i wanted to support their cause of fighting anti-gun legislation, in the hard times at hand, but i have lost MUCH confidence that my money is being put to good use, and i have lost a lot of respect for this organization. i would like to know, really, how much that big, shiny color printed envelope, with shiny color printed contents and even stickers, costs, not to mention postage for such a fat envelope. I really feel like they're squandering the money i gave them, and not only that, but this package is for a contest i can't even enter. It would be bad enough if they were to have a contest like this, but they did not need to present it so extravagantly, and since they know my age, they should not have wasted the hard-earned money i gave them sending me one.
Even apart from what they've done that so horribly offended me, they've still proven that they do NOT put the money i gave them to good use, and outright squander it. I doubt that but a small percentage of the money actually was used to fund political actions to protect our right to keep and bear arms, which is the sole reason i payed $35 to them for a membership. As i have been very deeply and personally offended by this crap, and disappointed by their misuse of the money, and the fact that i have a $10/week budget, i don't think I'll be renewing my membership with them when my current one expires. Although i like getting the american rifleman magazine, it's not worth it, and not the reason why i payed for a membership, rather it was just a bonus to me. I still have the "build your own gun collection" contest package, and am currently debating whether to burn it, of if it has already wasted enough of my life and i should just throw it away.
I hate my life.