Well I hope all is going to well for her. We were never married but that doesn't matter. We have been at each others throats for so long I forget why sometimes. I don't even understand what we seperated for to begin with.. When something like this happens, and given, the child isn't even mine, all the other BS seems so small and insignificant. Yes, she has done some really fucked up things lately. Yes, she has jeopardized my daughter. Yes, she has tried to cause me grief in any way possible but I find it difficult to maintain a standoffish attitude toward her right now.
I am really pissed at her looser BF. He still has no car, no real job and hasn't tried to get one. My wife and I transport her back and forth to the DR's office while he sits around getting high and watching TV. I hope everything turns out okay and this is all a big mountain of a molehill thing because she has no real support from this dude. He is a bum. I would love to say I hate her and don't care but truth is I find that although I'm not in love with her, I do love her very much ebvn if she's a huge source of problems for me. Why I feel this way I don't know but times like these kind of clears away the years of shit we've put each other through. I do not understand what transpired between us to become so alienated from each other. She hates me but I've never done anything to her to hurt her other than leaving.