I know how you feel. Immediatly after 9/11 I tried to get back in uniform a few weeks short of my 50th birthday. If they HAD taken me, it would have meant the end of my house, and a lot of my toys, but I didn't really care. I was Pissed off.
The army gave me a bunch of crap and sent me to'tell it to the marines'. Oddly enough, the gunny heard me out and went through the motions to get me a waiver for age(refused).
This was followed by a monumental ass-chewing I won't forget by the Gunny. He found out I have a Z-card and a Captain's license and told me that the Corps had no use for 50 yo riflemen, but the country was going to need 50yo skilled merchant mariners, and MOST riki-tik.
A couple days later, I heard Jesse Ventura tell the public that it was not the turn of the young people to take the helm, and that he was too old. If they can't use a guy like Jesse, a guy like me is out of the question.
So these days I'm at sea.
Take if from me, old timer,(at 32, no yet!)it's the turn of the younger generation to carry the flag into battle. I've gotten off my ass and gone around and met many of these young folk, and I sleep pretty well. I thing we're in pretty good hands.
Still, from time to time, I wonder what it'd be like being a 50 yo private, USMC.75% of your time would be spent answering dopey questions by people thinking you got busted from E-9 or something along those lines.
A reserve unit USAF would be boring you to tears, and when you go active--not if, when-- the pay cut would be MOST disasterous. Adios home, etc. Your wife would probably drop you like a hot potato, too.
Our job is to keep after the pols and support the troops any way we can........fgb