So, I joined the Navy Reserve as an OSVET, to supplement my income, help out my family, and kinda just get back into things because I missed the life, and got sent home - Got pulled out of processing, sent to REU and diagnosed with 'Social Anxiety Disorder'. Spent 3 weeks at Ship 5, and got home a few days ago. RE-3E.
I never had any anxiety issues before, I was in the Army and the NG for 8 years, and I feel like if I did have anxiety it would've popped up while doing 11B stuff. I talked to one of the UC's, and he asked if I ever talked to anyone about PTSD, and I never have.
Anyways, I don't know what to think about this. I was hesitant to even post about it here. I don't know what to do. I feel shitty, like I'm defective or a failure. Like I should've been tougher. My wife and family were excited for me to go, and I don't feel like I can look anyone in the eye.
I don't know what to do. Can I go back and try again? Can I rejoin the Guard with something like this on me? Should I even bother?