So what's "unthinkable" about it? We are all thinking about it, a lot. You are quite wrong about the .45 ball to the guts stopping a jack. it frequently wont even stop a cottontail. Jacks often enough run a fair distance after taking a .45 ball rd to the chest. No, all the guys on whom I have had at gunpoint stopped in their tracks. If they hadn't, I most assuredly would have shot them in the chest. I have often enough proved that I don't give a damn about what society thinks, and I have beaten the crap out of several people who "thought" that I was easy. It has yet to take more than one strike or kick to render them incapable of further hurting me, and I've never been touched by an attacker. Most likely never will, and if it ever happens, he will die shortly thereafter, regardless of who or what he is. I have no compunctions whatsoever about taking it to the punk when the advantages are ALL mine. I bother no one. They screw with me at the risk of their very lives, and I will NEVER forget or forgive any physical harm done to me or mine, and I DO know how to make enough money to find and access anyone. Count on it. If I have to train a dog to dive under the gas tank of a certain type of vehicle, with something interesting hidden under his collar, I know how to do so. If I have to make a takedown version of the .50 bmg bolt rifle, and silence it, I know how to do that, too.