You know Lordtrader,
I bought two tickets today, not really expecting to win. To me its not really about winning, as a matter of fact, I've never won anything. I actually look back at my life and feel that I've lost most every thing that mattered to me at one time or another. Friends, loved ones, health. But for a few days, after buying a lottery ticket, I feel that for once in my life I'm on an even playing field. For once it doesn't matter who you are or how much you make or whether you're liked by others. It's all about luck.
For a few days I secretly let myself dream about buying my mother a house with a big fireplace or I can dream of helping put my loved ones through college without a worry. I can dream of getting my father into the car of his dreams instead of giving him tips on keeping it running for another year. I can dream of telling the woman I love that I can take care of her for the rest of her life. I can hope to give my church a donation that will matter.
I know I wont win but for a few days, I let myself dream of the endless possibilities. I think that's worth two-bucks.