Warren Zevon: January 24, 1947 – September 7, 2003
Was going through my CD's today, and had to put in the Excitable Boy for a listen.
I was going through my divorce when Zevon died, and of course, "The Wind" album surely provided me with some levity and a sense of perspective, sort of a: "well, life sucks... but you could be, you know, dying of cancer or something."
Its amazing to think its been almost 2 years since that time in my life.
Interestingly, Zevon was (like me) annoyed with Doctors and he never went.
In 2000 he released an album with a song called "My Shit's fucked up
." Maybe he knew he had cancer, or at least felt shitty enough that he figured out something was very wrong.
"The Wind" was recorded as he was dying, and is hard to listen to at times because you can hear him struggling to perform. (The song "Disorder in the House" comes to mind). He lived long enough to see the album released on August 28th. He died less than two weeks later.
Here's the lyrics to My shit's fucked up:
Well, I went to the doctor I said, "I'm feeling kind of rough" "Let me break it to you, son" "Your shit's fucked up." I said, "my shit's fucked up?" Well, I don't see how--" He said, "The shit that used to work-- It won't work now."
I had a dream Ah, shucks, oh, well Now it's all fucked up It's shot to hell
Yeah, yeah, my shit's fucked up It has to happen to the best of us The rich folks suffer like the rest of us It'll happen to you
That amazing grace Sort of passed you by You wake up every day And you start to cry Yeah, you want to die But you just can't quit Let me break it on down: It's the fucked up shit
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Zevon sang that he'd sleep when he was dead. I hope he's getting some rest, and that his sleep is more peaceful than that of Roland the Headless Tompson Gunner.
RIP, Zev.