When I commit to a deal, I follow through and make every amends to see the transaction runs smoothly. That's why I have a +50 something next to my name in the feedback section, and this is why you now have a -1. I hear your reasons and if I also sympathize with your logic. Unfortunately, nothing in your post above dissolves the fact that you backed out of a transaction.
If the mods want to delete this on account of it's extreme pettiness I'm cool with that, as I'll never do any type of business with you again. I hope you don't pull this with anyone else. No one likes to get hosed. Apology accepted though.