Well, another sort of "one of them" too- for me going to Iraq is a personal thing, Gramma Ru is from Jordan, and these people who are causing trouble over in Iraq, they've done some very shitty things to the Jordanian people for as long as we've been out from under Ottoman rule. See, the British devided that place up under the rule of factions that would be loyal/easily controllable to them, not necessacarily the best governers, or the best for their people. Now its come to a head, and I'm generaly hoping that the US can at least reverse some of the damage these bandit-dictators have done over there in the name of God and Arab nationalism. Put simply- its time to bust heads and keep the peace until the US can get some progress done over there, socially, and I'm ripe for the fight.
See, the US has been pissing me off a lot lately and I've been looking for a positive reason to go over there and get killed. All these obese morons with their gun control and their social wellfare society of the future make me dream about taking the fight to them, busting their head, because with their lawyers and corrupt politicians, there isnt a heck of a lot socially we can change in this place anymore. Put simply, America is headed for the big flush and I'm not so sure I'm all that interested in defending a majority of Americans anymore, but I do believe in the cause. Get me? Still though, there are a lot of good causes I believe in that wont necessacarily get me away from my wife and home, especially for twelve to eighteen months...
but this...actually getting the chance to take part in some positive history and make some changes in the world for the better- well, Iraq is going to be this whole new country if everything goes off right, and we as American soldiers who believe in the freedoms that our country was supposed to be based on, we have a chance to impart it to these folks and maybe give some hope to that part of the world.
Its a big task, but I know how to bust heads with a rifle and deal with Muslims, see, I'm one. With the benefit of not having had some Medevil holy roller tell me how to interpret that, I can help a whole bunch of other Muslims grow up to not be such fucktards and all, and I think thats worth everything....no matter how much of my blood it takes, or how long it takes.
So anyhow, thats how it goes with me. And thats why the anticipation is killing me, sitting here at home, listening to the boss bitch about all the changes in my schedule as of late. I cant wait for Uncle Sam to start picking up the tab here....it'll be nice to get back into the swing of things, even if it is in crappy conditions.