I agree with others on both counts. $190 is insane. That's a crazy price. I also got both of my black ones for under $100 and you can often do that if you wait for sales. Even the FDE at normal price shouldn't be near $190.
As far as the light, I also agree that you should definitely go with the HL model. It's worth the extra.
That all also said, the 800 lumen version of the HL is also the old model. The current model is a 1000 lumen version. I haven't used it, but I can only imagine it would be even better than my 800 lumen one. However, if I was to buy the old model, I'd want a significant discount on it. I definitely wouldn't pay a premium.
What I will say is that this is my favorite weapon light. I've gotten to test quite a few Surefire's, Streamlights, Inforces, and a few others and the TLR-1HL is my go to light. I chose to buy my own after getting to compare them at work. I absolutely love these things.