and smoke your favorite cigar tonight.
My grandfather has been struggling with Stage 4 lung cancer for a few months now.
After his third treatment of chemo, his body turned against him.
His kidneys started to shut down. His heart as of yesterday was starting to fail. (His left arm filled up with fluid and starting weeping.)
His chest is full of fluid and they cant get rid of it.
As of this morning, he will not wake up. He is still breathing but wont come to.
Smoke one for him.
He worked over 20 years in the Panama Canal Zone, several years for different newspaper companies.
He has ran his own business for over 20 years.
Other than me he is the last male in my immediate family that is directly related to me.
I will have no male figure that I grew up with left. My dad passed away in May of 2012.
I think I am taking it rougher than anyone.
I am rambling right now...