Along the same vein as my True Faith thread...
All of us who follow Christ, regardless of denomination, know that repentance for our sins is central to our relationship with Him. It is through repentance that He then bathes us with His grace and forgiveness, and thus makes us whole in the sight of the Father.
But how do you know if you are truly feeling repentant, or if you're just afraid of being a participant in the eternal barbecue at the end of time?
In my case, there is one sin in particular that I finally stopped doing after decades of doing it, even when I knew it was wrong. Yes, I still feel the temptation, but now when it pops up I very often feel a type of revulsion at it even crossing my mind.
Knowing that Christ will help you break from sin if you are truly repentant, I am led to conclude that I "finally got it right" or, as I sometimes wonder, if it's just that I'm older, fatter, and just not interested anymore?
Even my interest in GD has been plummeting lately. Too much garbage in there...
Other sins, such as love of material things, continue, but even then, I find myself wishing for just enough to put my earthly problems (bills, psycho ex-wife, etc.) behind and disappear someplace quiet to wait for either death or the end of the world, because my priorities should be different. Or is it that I know I have fewer days before me than I do behind me, and that fear of facing the Lord is creeping into my soul?
Doesn't mean I act on it as well as I should, of course....
So how do you answer this question in your heart?