Don't want stress about religion in here?
I think you should pull out your man card while you can and talk about this to someone.
And not necessarily getting information from B. or C. in this thread about which church you should go to, that's between you and God latter on if you make a decision to let God have some say so in your life and through His word..
But, what about right now Hoss?
There are no guarantees in this world as you probably well know it.
Not trying to pressure but there are so many in denial concerning just about anything these days!
Savvy?
Instead of running the gauntlet out here in open forum, why don't you IM someone so that you can stay focused about this situation, or your advantages and the benefits according to your salvation that you may receive concerning the greatest thing that someone can ever do.
You already have people here that are praying for you because God loves You.
That is why there is a band of highly trained man-eating monkey ninjas outside your window and on the roof with repelling gear with their crash helmets on right now!
God is not asking you to change your life, except to know that you are a sinner, as we all are and will continue to be, but to be transformed in God's timing which God says that it will be easy for you to do!
The turning away from sin and death.
What do you say?
It was easy for me!
Jimmie